Oh man things are getting better.  Well Tristan still doesn't believe anything that I say to him and Sam Hoffmann still hates my guts...BUT...me and Sam are better.  :)  And I found a pumpkin for him and I to carve so I'm excitied about that.  Rented The Virgin Suicides last night and it's so good but then as I watched it it made me miss my blood, but I guess thats something that I'm going to have to overcome... because there is no way I'm going to fall into that again.  I have to stay as far away from it as I can.  Song change....The Early November is gawdly!  Me and Kacy bought Brand New tickets last night and I'm excitied because Brand New is sooo good.  But I don't think my parents are going to let me go considering what happened to my sisters friend last time, so I have to think up an excuse for that one... but over time it will come to me.  Well for now I'm going to go and wash my face because its digusting.  And call John, see how he is or if he is home yet, I MISS JOHN!