At school and just finished bio, what fun but I still don't know if I'm allowed to be here. Talked to the consuler( everytime I write that word I wonder if I'm spelling it right, am I?) anyways and she wants me to go down there during my lunch period, forget that. Theres not a chance in hell I'm gonna go and sit in her office for another minute. I mean gessh, I was happy to come to school today and trust me it wasn't for my classes, to see people and not feel like I was caged up in my house any longer. But whatever. Well I got to school and heard some more of the things that were said about me from my "friends." Seriously, where do they get off saying all this crap about me to other people. Well, I saw my Samantha Hoffmann and got a big hug from her, which made me feel a lot better. So that was all good. And after adding some different things to this last night I told Sam about it and he read it and it made him happy, so thats enough for me to go on another day. I mean seriously, people think they need to hand me the world but all I really want is something to keep me going... something small no matter what it is. And knowing that I can make Sam happy from one small thing that I do then...it's good enough for me. Going to meet some new doctor at 4:30 today and I don't wanna go at all. So I'll have something interesting to talk about later...well then later is when you will get to hear more from me. And all I've got left to say is...LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS DAMNIT!