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Went and saw that lady and didn't come back to talk about it. Since I'm sure you all were dying to know how that went. HA. I hate this, having to talk to so many different people about my damn problems. How many people am I going to have to tell my story until I am done. I'm at about 20 or so. And yesterday I had to start by telling my lifestory starting in January. So much has happened to me since then and in that amount of time. I don't wanna go anymore, if anything I want to go back and see Tracy.

After that Sam and I hung out and we FINALLY got to carve our pumpkin! And I got my ice cream! What an amazing night. I can't hang out with him again until like Monday but then yesterday I found out that the Silent Fighting show was canceled so that means that Sam and I can hang out on Friday. And guess what? Thats our 7 month anniversary. WooHoo!

Yesterday I went to talk to Tristan but the entire thing thing for thrown in my face. He actually closed the door in my face too so it really did work out that way. I wanna be friends with him so badly and he doesn't seem to understand that, he asked me why I wanted to be friends with him so badly, but gessh why wouldn't I? He's such an amazing kid. And I don't know...he just is. So I'm kinda sitting and hoping that all of that works out for me.