So last night started as such a great night but then it headed south.  I think I fucked everything up with me and Sam, and then again with me and Tristan.  I went out and sat with Sam and Tristan while they skated and then proceeded to come home and sit.  I ended up sitting on Tristan's couch for the night while getting it on.  No not really, but you know what I'm getting at.  The night ended with me coming home around 12 to see that my poor little tree had fallen over and that no one in my house cares about me since they didn't to care if I even came home last night. 
So I came to see who was online, and ended up talking to Sam on the phone till 1:30.  It would most likely be better said as him yelling and me listening, but both work.  Me and Sam are really growing apart lately and it's showing more than ever.  But whatever is going to happen will happen for a reason. 
I went to the mall to get a dress for homecoming today and it's so amazing.  I'm thinking that it might be the same one as Kacy but if it is then her dress is amazing.  I love my dress.  And I actually don't look fat in it.  Now all I must find is a date.  Thought I might go with Sam but then when I had my dress on and was twirling around pretending to be a wonderful princess I thought how it would be if I went with Tristan.  He's such a nice guy and all and I did hert him so much the other night.  I don't know just a thought.  I'm not sure whats going on with that yet though. 
So I was all not in a good mood this morning and then I started talking to Tristan and he wrote me the most amazing poem I've ever heard.  I love poetry and no one has EVER written me a poem before, I told him how much I liked it and how much it meant to me but I don't think that he understands how much it really does mean.  I wanted to cry when I read it.  I'm getting really excitied about the Ataris concert.  I think I'm going to cry.  I can't wait to go.  And I was all happy about seeing them at WARPED TOUR for 30 minutes, and now I get to go to THEIR concert.  Wow am I ever excitied. 
Tomarrows going to be one month without cutting and I'm really happy.  Kinda wish that John was home so I could talk to him about the whole thing, but it's cool.  He's getting the help that he needs and thats good.  Him moving to Montana's gonna make me cry a lot, I mean I thought Batavia was far...BUT MONTANA!  But oh well.  His sisters being stupid about the whole getting his address to me I think I'll have to take a baseball bat to her face and put her in the hospital.  All it is is a stupid address damnit. 
My lifes getting pretty exciting I just bet you are sitting on the edge of your seat right now waiting to see what I may come upon next.  NOT!