So last night Sam came over and we talked and I showed him my homecoming dress and he's like "Wow, that's cool.  Now all you need is a date."  So that ruined my little happiness for my dress.  But hey if he's gonna be like that then I'm gonna attempt to find someone else to go with.  Screw him.  Sorry about the visual.  Ha.  So me and him went over to his house and talked about everything that has been going on with us and things were better for awhile.  Until he brought me home and threw the Candyland board across the floor and stormed out of the room yelling "GO BE WITH TRISTAN YOU OBVIOUSLY CARE ABOUT HIM MORE THAN ME!"  Things went downhill from there.  This morning I woke up in my sister's bed and began reading my book.  Man I missed that, it was in my backpack when that got lost.  So I'm real happy it's been returned.  So yeah, I talked to Sam this morning and I think that since he's okay with everything then I should be as well.  And I'M NOT!  I don't wanna keep fighting with him, but whatever because were growing apart anyways so whatever.  Well one good thing for today.  My moms taking me to get my nose pierced.  It's my birthday present only 5 days late!  That's ok it's better than nothing which is what I got from my dad.  Oh AND...It's been one month since I last cut!  And I'm so proud of myself!  YIPPITY COW KYE EHY!